I'm Joel, a creative soul born in 1981 and raised on Södermalm, a vibrant Stockholm district steeped in art and culture. My childhood was shaped by the inspiring work and great parenting of my parents—my dad, who worked as a stage manager at the Royal Dramatic Theatre, and my mom, a journalist. Their dedication to their crafts and their encouragement sparked my love for storytelling, performance, and all forms of art, shaping the person I am today. After graduating high school in 2000, I faced turbulent years as my mental health challenges, including bipolar disorder and addiction, took a heavy toll. Between 2002 and 2011, I struggled deeply, moving through various social service and psychiatric care solutions while trying to find stability. Despite these challenges, music and art remained my lifelines. In December 2009, a pivotal moment arrived when I got a computer that reignited my passion for music production after years away. This spark also fueled my fascination with emerging technologies and the rise of social media, both of which became essential tools in expressing myself and connecting with the world. By 2011, I had moved into my first-hand apartment—a major milestone that provided the stability I needed to rebuild. Today, my passions are as diverse as my journey: sound engineering, artificial intelligence, social media, software development, photography, and music and video production. Creativity is more than just a passion; it’s my lifeline, helping me find purpose and connection. Now, I’m over 98 days sober and have spent nearly six years in AA & CA, programs that have been instrumental in helping me rebuild my life. The journey hasn’t been easy—life remains a rollercoaster—but I’ve learned to embrace its twists and turns. On this site, you’ll find a collection of my creative journey—from the late 1990s to today—featuring music, art, and more. Step into my world and explore the chaos, creativity, and resilience that define me.